Why am I here…

For the longest time, as long as I can remember in fact, I have allowed myself to suffocate my hopes and dreams with what many doctors have told me is mental illness. I was diagnosed with bi-polar disorder when I was 15 years old, while in one of my several stunts within a mental institution.…Continue reading Why am I here…

Suicide. Another Life Taken.

Cliché as it sounds, I remember it like it was yesterday. I was hungover, like usual. And I had missed a call from my younger brother, Kyle while trying to nurse my pounding headache. I was about to call my brother back when my mother called. “Hey, mom, what’s up,” I said. “It’s your brother…Continue reading Suicide. Another Life Taken.

“Happiness can be found even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.” — Albus Dumbledore

Falling back in…

It’s been a long time since I posted, but the struggle has remained real. Lately, to real. I’m out of work and home from a recent surgery, which had me stuck in bed for what seemed like forever. Not seeing people, not being active, or participating in any of my mental health routines, I quickly…Continue reading Falling back in…

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Rambles of a mad woman.

Hello Darkness… my old friend. Come to ponder me again? To watch the tears, never-ending and slow To follow my dreams, as they easily go Or to witness my faith, fall down below I hold my heart in my hands and beg for light Question my hope, but pull through with might Wishing for more,…Continue reading Rambles of a mad woman.